TastyFish

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Preface, please read first: This is a website of someone who is not brainwashed. Since you are brainwashed (despite thinking you are not), everything written here will be in 100% conflict with everything you have ever learned or thought was just plain, unquestionable fact. Read on only if you can bear full cognitive dissonance, otherwise it's advised for you to leave.

PLEASE LIMIT YOUR EMAILS TO ME. Sorry I really really truly love you everyone and appreciate every single email, you are extremely lovely living beings and it makes my heart ache, I am just EXTREMELY tired and fucked right now, I am EXTREMELY EXTRMELY ANTISOCIAL even by default, much more than you have ever seen, it's EXCRUCIATINGLY painful for me to interact with people most of the time, even those whom I love and who I appreciate greatly. I am absolute garbage, shit, human trash, I know, sorry, I really love you very much, I just need to rest for a while, I can't be answering questions or discussing politics, I HATE POLITICS WITH MY SOUL, I also DON'T WANT TO HEAR COMFORTING WORDS or anything, I AM NOT ATTENTION WHORING, just please let me be alone for a small while, I don't want to hear news, I just need rest, please read the wiki, everything is in there, I made it so that I don't have to individually keep explaining everything over and over to people, sorry, I love you all, maybe in the future I'll be more normal again. <3 But you can still email me, just please limit it to extremely important things, I just can't chat or spend hours replying to walls of text, I'm sorry, you are all very awesome <3

Welcome to my digital swamp (this is NOT a blog). I keep and share some of my thoughts and files here. I keep it brief here and post more details in other places. This website is powered by nothing. It is also usable. I also have an experimental gopherhole (web proxy).

Whoever you are, I endlessly and unconditionally love you <3 I am deeply moved and happy by your mere existence, I want to hug you <( O _ O )>

Please visit my Less Retarded Wiki. It records my worldview, its explanation, my knowledge of technology, tutorials and more.

Here is your new startpage. You're welcome.

Since I've been banned from Wikipedia, here are some non-sexual, completely legal PHOTOS OF NAKED CHILDREN, hosted by Wikipedia itself: 1, 2, 3, 4. Please stop being afraid of nudity.

Since I'm getting more bans all over the Internet, such as on my once favorite Wikimedia Commons, I created my own repository of public domain works for you to download. Please enjoy <3 :-)

NOTE, especially for 4chan: sometimes someone on the Internet anonymously posts on my behalf, e.g. in the 4chan website sharing threads. I no longer use 4chan (in fact I'm banned), so if you see "me" there, it is not me. The responses are not mine. The publicity is good, but if you want to tell me something or hear my true response, rather message me on email.

NOTE 2: please only trust this website and my email as I have started to share accounts and passwords with some other selected people for fun. It may happen my accounts on the Internet start doing something without it being me. You should only trust this website and my email at this point. Eventually I am aiming to make all my passwords public, but it's a far future probably.

About Me

I am a living being, great ape of the homo sapiens species, white race, male sex and normal (straight, mildly bisexual) orientation. My name is Miloslav Číž, I was born on 24 August 1990 and I live in the region of Moravia, Earth. I have master's degree in computer science (focused on computer graphics) from FIT BUT but I don't work in the industry because it gives me anxiety and I don't want to support unethical technology. Nevertheless capitalism forces me to be a slave, I've been doing various minimum wage jobs such as cleaning and newspaper distribution. My online handles are tastyfish, drummy and drummyfish (sometimes also smellyfish, tasty, drumy and other variants). I speak Czech, Slovak, English and a bit of Spanish. I once looked like this (now more like this). My nude photos are here and here (a bit anorexic here, clothed minus beard/hair here). (Nude 3D model of myself is available in my file downloads.) I give everyone an explicit and unconditional consent to behave sexually towards me. Currently I am trying to live in a small caravan inawoods.

I am an idealist pacifist anarcho-communist (a true extreme left) — please read the free as in freedom Anarchist FAQ to learn more. I love all that lives, even those that cause me pain. My intention is NOT to fight against opposition, but to end the fight by achieving peaceful coexistence of everyone. I do NOT support the mainstream US fascist pseudo left (LGBT, feminists, Antifa etc.) and so I am bullied and hated by both right and pseudo left. My philosophy and politics are summed up on my LRS Wiki and in my manifesto Non-Competitive Society. Some facts whose knowledge I promote include:

We should aim for complete unemployment. The whole purpose of progress is to leave all work to machines. People who don't work, for whatever reason, must not be sentenced to death, as is still the case nowadays. Support full universal basic income. #antiWork
Society mustn't be based on competition.
Money and markets should be abolished. We have to end capitalism as soon as possible.
Privacy is censorship and therefore bad, the need for encryption and security is a symptome of a bad society, don't aim for more encryption, aim for less to no need for it.
Free speech has to be absolute. Holocaust denial should not be illegal. Free speech means no speech is punished or censored by anyone (not just government).
The whole concept of intellectual property is malicious, all information has to be in the public domain.
Censorship is always wrong, possesion and sharing of any kind of information, including any type of pornography, has to be legal and moral. I agree with Richard Stallman on his views about child sexuality and pornography. I do NOT support any kind of rape, I love all people. All so called "private" information (e.g. medical records) should be public and in the public domain.
War and violence is always wrong. It is better to die than to kill. (#pacifism #nonviolence)
Proprietary games have to be completely rejected, they are the worst type of proprietary software because people are addicted to it like a drug and look for excuses to make it an exception to free society principles. Free games are good.
Attribution mustn't be forced and the requirement of attribution (e.g. by a license) is inherently wrong.
All software, even games, should strictly adhere to the suckless, Unix and LRS philosophies.
Movements such as LGBT, feminism and Antifa are not truly leftist and shouldn't be supported (as explained in the above linked manifesto). I do NOT hate gay people or women, I love all people.
Race is NOT a social construct. There are significant and inherent differences between human races and the two genders. I do NOT hate people of any race, I love all people.
Pedophilia is a sexual orientation and is completely natural, it is not a disorder, it should be morally and legally accepted. I do NOT support rape of anyone, I completely reject all violence.
Free will doesn't exist.
Cheating in games is fine, should be allowed and morally accepted.
Civilization will end in a decade or two. #collapse
Everyone must love everyone unconditionally (which doesn't mean we can't dislike someone else's opinions, behavior, look etc.).
They Live is a documentary.

Talking about income is a capitalist taboo, so my total monthly income is roughly 350 EUR from my 1st degree disability pension, plus a small amount of donations (mostly single EURs/month but sometimes I get a very generous one time donation).

I am quite lonely, if you want to FUCK let me know please (but I've never done it yet). Just a cuddle friend is okay too (I prefer biological women but who knows).

Fun facts about me (no, it's not a joke):

I am extremely lazy.
I don't eat meat. (#vegetarian)
I am 100 % introverted according to tests.
I hate secrecy and privacy hysteria, my goal is to one day publicly reveal my password on the Internet.
I've never had the sense of smell. (#anosmia)
I am used to be a member of Mensa.
I can't whistle.
I am physically the most disgusting form of existence that ever lived, I am so ugly people vomit when they merely see me. I can't even buy a prostitute no matter how much I would pay.
I am a fast caffeine metabolizer, meaning I can drink coffee before sleep.
I am not competitive.
I am the most extreme form of pacifist but I can easily watch the most gruesome gore videos, even those of children being tortured and killed, but not of animals. I think witnessing the horror of true violence often better leads to rejecting it.
I have a condition which makes me physically unable to bear seeing or hearing just 1 second of ads.
I am suffering from anxiety and depressions (diagnosed AvPD, now also with paranoid and schizoid features).
I am immune to propaganda and see the world in undistorted way, resulting in previous point.
I am impossible to be loved romantically and futhermore I get extremely repulsive to anyone I fall in love with, therefore I am largely scared of falling in love.
My favorite algorithm is most likely Hough transform.
I am most likely an entirely new human subspecies present only in a single specimen, for example I am a software minimalist using Unix and dwm, but without simultaneously adhering to even a single modern cult such as anime fandom (I don't even find anime girls cute), productivity cult, security/privacy cult, ricing, furrydom, bronydom, gayness, inceldom, Marxism or Nazism. No human of this kind besides me has ever been observed.
It physically hurts me when someone says "the reason ... is because" or "just because ... doesn't mean".
I immediately turn off any documentary where a woman starts talking as a "scientist".
I am not a "person".
I think actors can't act, I could act better if I wasn't shy.

Contacts and social media:

Diaspora^* (not using anymore)
www.tastyfish.cz
drummyfish@disroot.org
tastyfish@seznam.cz
gopherhole (web)
~~Wikimedia Commons~~ (banned)
REPO OF MY WORKS
OpenHub (not using anymore)
~~GitHub~~ (not using anymore)
~~GitLab~~ (banned)
~~sourcehut~~ (banned)
~~Codeberg~~ (banned)
Notabug
lichess
~~YouTube~~ (not using anymore)
PeerTube
images
SoundCloud (not using anymore)
Freesound
itch.io
DeviantArt (not using anymore)
BlendSwap
OpenGameArt
~~Voat~~ (not using anymore)
~~Wikipedia~~ (banned)
Arduboy
Pokitto
~~reddit~~ (not using anymore)
~~Facebook~~ (not using anymore)
Internet Archive
coom.tech <-- MAIN GIT NOW

Some things I like (no particular order):

love
public domain
free software
free culture
free speech
information
knowledge
programming
animals
math
truth
selflessness
(true) anarchism
universal basic income
stereotypes
suckless
minimalism
altruism
idealism
niggers
computer graphics
computer science
encyclopedias
snorkeling
hippies
child nudity
adult nudity
GNU
Venus project
Sikhism
elitism
writing
determinism
conspiracy theories
destructive criticism
loquendo peliculas
Encyclopedia Dramatica
kiwifarms
sea
walking
mathematical universe
esoteric programming languages
physics
objectifying women
multiculturalism
pacifism
Techrights
gopher
trade-free
nonviolence
race realism
Postal 2
One Punch Man
Eschbach's books
trolling
smurfing
necroposting
defeatism
Buddhism
pantsuprophet
naturism
weak women
gore videos (no animals)
The Gods Must Be Crazy
Les Visiteurs
C89/99
briefness
generalism
peace
boredom
porn
netstalking
laziness
giving up
gatekeeping
unsportsmanship
Inet drama
Smol Net
libre video games
darknet
arena shooters
Xonotic
OpenArena
Freedoom (game)
chess
go
crocheting
sleep
spoilers
stalking
stargazing
music
drumming
90s
Red Dwarf
Ronaldinho
Jar Jar Binks
Karel Kryl
Einstein
Diogenes
Flatland
Linkin Park (old)
Pulp Fiction
Chicken Run
realism
race realism
nihilism
cynicism
football
KISS
hacking
command line
P2P
decentralization
federation
Creative Commons
pedophiles
Vim
bare metal
Project Gutenberg
freedom
piracy
biographies
Richard Stallman
Jesus
Jára da Cimrman
Ashley Jones (icum.to)
Blender
hand-painted style
pixel art
ASCII art
plain text
lists
independence
Haskell
Grammar Nazi
Esperanto
universality
small guns
vegetarianism
veganism
Sci-Hub
Unix philosophy
coffee
Arduino
Arduboy
Pokitto
Flat Earth
Hollow Earth

Some things I dislike (disliking people doesn't contradict loving them):

capitalism
nationalism
fascism
self-interest
rightism
pseudoleftism
intellectual property
proprietary software
human rights
copyright
censorship
open-source
Linux
Windows
Mac
coding
work
USA
Czech Republic
identity politics
people
heroes
women
Marxism
money
celebrities
authorities
adult life
responsibility
celebrations
21^st century
secrets
fighting
conflict
peer review
(pseudo)skepticism
digital gardens
OOP
systemd
Antifa
feminism
LGBT
BLM
tattoo/piercing
personal growth
negative feedback
Unicode
privacy
memory safety
protection
soydevs
dab
bad timekeeping
crying speedrunners
liberalism
libertarianism
wokism
justice
fairness
assertiveness
productivity cult
competition
science popularization
deep voice
gay/tranny voice
zoomer voice
anti-cheat
DRM
IoT
Veritasium
cybersecurity
tipping
Web 2.0
Moore's law
law
superheroes
Hollywood
smart devices
containers
Wikipedia
Elon Musk
NDGT
pedo witch hunt
copyfraud
arrogance
pretence
dance
pragmatism
violence
humblebrag
hipsters
soydevs
business
Flatpak
ASMR
reddit atheism
reddit
epilepsy warnings
disclaimers
Santa Claus
too much hygiene
Keanu Reeves
all actors
the word "koukat"
the word "person"
SSAO
dependencies
bloat
C#
C++
Rust
Objective-C
5G
native language ignorance
misuse of the word "definition"
Bohemian dialect/accent
cancel culture
soyence
makeup
PewDiePie
Ashton Kutcher
Benedict Cumberbatch
Švejk
political correctness
gay marriage/pride
Trump
this xkcd
war
whispering
maintenance
consumerism
wearing helmet
cold
alcohol
smoking
Zeman
D&D
Okamura
Macron
Steam
Game of Thrones
Denuvo
speeding
Apple
patents
most taxi drivers
anything modern
anything with "Unity" in its name

Notable Projects

Here is a highlight of projects I made or contributed to. Many are unfinished and/or have flaws, but are part of my history. For all projects see my contacts.

Anarch: Small public domain no dependency from scratch anticapitalist suckless Doom clone.
Licar: Fully 3D racing game, made in similar fashion to Anarch.
small3dlib: Fixed point C99 header only no dependency 3D software rasterizer for small computers.
SAF: Suckless ultra portable C "fantasy console" for tiny games.
tinyphysicsengine: Small suckless pure C fixed point physics engine.
comun: KISS/suckless programming language as a basis for better technology.
Less Retarded Wiki: Wiki about truly good free+suckless technology and related topics.
raycastlib: C raycasting engine for resource-limited computers.
smallchesslib/smolchess: Tiny suckless C chess library and engine.
WM Commons files: Files I have created for Wikimedia Commons, until I got banned.
OpenMW contrib.: Game engine rewrite that taught me collaboration on a big codebase.
OGA art: Various public domain game art I made that taught me many skills.
shitpress: Extremely KISS/suckless compression algorithm/library/utility.
artworks: Repository of my notable public domain artworks.
dumbchat: Extremely KISS/suckless chat.
LibreMage (form. Mage-Rage, GH): Rerelease of an early puzzle game which won first prize in a competition.
MicroTD: Minimalist tower defense.
Procball: Football simulator.
gege: Good Enough Game Engine, simple static generator for (not only) HTML games.
Bombman (GH): 99% finished Bomberman game clone.
Steamer Duck (GH): School project game made with Python.
small book reader: Simple portable book reader.
OpenMF (GH): Co-founded the project, am no longer active but learned a lot.
Haskell game (GH): Ray casting FPS ASCII game I made to learn Haskell.
ptdesigner (GH): Procedural texture library and tool made for my bachelor's thesis.
OpenglSE: My first rendering engine, a lot of valuable experience.
mirrors: Master's thesis work, demonstration of rendering of non-planar mirrors.
Non-Competitive Society: Text I have written about my life philosophy, political opinions and an ideal society.
Ted The Supercrow: A comic I was making at age 11.
Thesis DB (GH): Big database of Czech computer science theses.
videos (YT): Videos I've made over the years.
2D function plot: Dirty tool in JavaScript for plotting nice 2D functions.
Wikipedia contributions: My contributions to Wikipedia, until I got banned.
Minetest texture pack: High-res hand-painted public domain texture pack for Minetest.
www.tastyfish.cz: Personal website, taught me a lot about web design over the years.
Wave Simulator: Simple physics simulator in JavaScript.
SoL Simulator: Simple simulator of speed of light distortion, in JavaScript.
GitViz (GH): Simple script to make animations of a Git repository file.
drummykit: 3D MIDI drum visualizer.
distr. ray tracer: School project, distributed ray tracer.
ASM Minesweeper: School project, minesweeper written in assembly and WINAPI.
GUX Fractals: School project, renders fractals.
PokiPad & LILIDE: Moddable text editor for Pokitto, plus a version with LIL interpreter.
Brutal Sudoku: Very early (high school) Pascal program for solving sudoku.
Panda RPG: Unfinished 3D RPG.
Chess: Chess, high school graduation project.
composer: Procedural music generator.
computin: Simple musical instrument controlled with mouse, in Python.

Free (as in Freedom) Software, Free Culture, Free Information, Suckless Software

I greatly support free culture, free software, public domain, information freedom and absolute freedom of speech. I am against copyright and the concept of intellectual property. I live these ideals and contribute to free culture, mainly by programming games, other software tools, writing and creating various kinds of art, all of which I contribue to public domain under CC0. Sometimes I buy old books and digitize them. I never retain any "rights" to anything I create.

I furthermore very much support suckless software, countercomplexity, technology minimalism, Unix philosophy and their strict application to all technology. So much so that I expand on these ideas on my own wiki: see my LRS Wiki for more.

Here is a list of technology I am currently using:

computers: librebooted ThinkPad X200 from Vikings, RPI doomsday computer
operating system: Devuan (ensures free data, unlike GNU)
cell phone: ~~Ringo MAKERphone~~ some generic button dumbphone
keyboard, mouse: Genius KB-110x, some noname generic mouse
desktop: dwm
text editor: vim
terminal: st
documents: TXT, MD, HTML
Web/Gopher browser: BadWolf, Lynx, NetSurf, wget, ...
email client: Claws
bitmap graphics editor: GIMP, imagemagick, C, ...
vector graphics editor: Inkscape, vim, C, ...
3D editor: Blender, vim
video editor: ffmpeg, Blender
audio editor: Audacity
music editor: LMMS
screen recording: Simple Screen Recorder
programming: C99, comun, Python, sh, ...
personal transport: Eska Folder 1980

Besides others I am NOT using mobile data, smartphone, credit cards, Windows, Apple, Twitter, Steam, Discord, Skype, Netflix, Amazon, eBay, Facebook, Instagram, Spotify, GitHub, Twitch, LinkedIn, Reddit, WhatsApp, Messenger, Tumblr, Telegram, TikTok, Alexa, Craigslist, mobile "apps" and proprietary SW including proprietary games. I don't own a car. I don't go to dentist or hairdresser.

Support

I'm not exactly living in poverty but as I refuse to work in/with tech, I have hard time making money and I'll be very glad for any donation. Please only donate if you can really afford it. I save my money and buy things that make me more independent so that I can maximize time and energy I put into creating things that really matter. I also use some of my money to occasionally donate to a good cause. I would like to thank everyone who ever sent me any donation, I truly appreciate every single one. You can donate to me with LiberaPay or (sadly proprietary) PayPal or itch.io.

If you're a billionaire and want to give me 6 kg of gold (enough to make me financially independent for the rest of my life) so that I don't have to beg for money and suffer everyday slavery depression and can just program for the rest of my life, that would be very nice, thank you.

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